well, today is a rather bad day.
at least thats what i think.
everyone's life is seriously screwed up.
yz, canaan, wow.
idk whats wrong with me these days like seriously.
im acting like such a bitch.
everything was fantastic till today or rather, yesterday.
everything crashed. slapped me awake.
i cant have the best of 3 worlds, apparently.
its like, i realised how naive i was in that few days.
i was really happy.
yet i forgot, life aint supposed to be like that at all.
as what shermaine said to me,

期望越大，失望越大。

its like, yeah.
i got that kind of feeling slapped right into my face today.
a total awful one.

oh well, on a lighter note,
i freaking PASSED my accounts paper.
like OMFG
i wanted myself to at least pass,
and i did it. (:
though its like only 60/100.
yeah, im pretty satisfied cause i passed.
(thats forgetting the 6marks i threw away for qns 3,
the 1,500 i written as 150 and the 3,000 i written as 300)

i hate seeing people around me upset,
be it friends, boyf, girlfs, family members.
it just, totally affects me.
sometimes, people who look strong,
are the weakest ones.
their 'strong-ness' are just facades.
even if they are really strong,
there are often loopholes.
dont take it for granted that people are and will always be strong.
we're all human beings after all.
arent we?

feels like an essay now.
oh well.
1. i just cut my damn freaking long nails.
2. my mind is still confused.
3. my sister's leg STINKS.
4. my boyf is like, so LOVED.

as for now,
BYE. :D
iloveyou, hon.

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