♥ Bed of roses (Saturday, March 28, 2009 / 3:33 PM)
The day started out pretty badly for me.
I cant stand my _____.
Why is it always like that?
You dont get credit for what you do.
You get scolded when you dont do it.
When you do it, she takes it for granted that you should be doing it.
When you do well in school, its like nothing.
Thank god I'm someone who pushes myself to study.
I like to see the results.
If that was not the case, I would probably have dumped my studies and be godknowswhat now.
Not like it matters.
Ok, maybe it does.
In relation to my future job, blah.
Whatever lah.
My brother always get the upper hand,
he gets out of household chores,
his friend come my home and stay like nobody's business,
he throws his things around and expect poeople like ME to clear up his freaking mess.
Cause he wont clear up himself cause his too freaking lazy.
And if I dont, i risk getting scolded as a result too.
And when I do, its like 理所当然。
FuckShit you lah.
And if you think you are really smart, show lah.
Dont use this kind of irritaing, low self esteem methods to show lah.
Yeah, im fucking pissed off.
I wanna cry.
I so wanna go out.
To the movies, to the arcade, whatsoever.
Just get me out of the damned house.
Depression,
perhaps?
Or maybe PMS.
Labels: fuck it.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
