♥ Give thanks, (Saturday, October 24, 2009 / 11:43 PM)
Alright, I know it has been so long past my birthday, 3 days, in fact. (Wait, I was writing this post halfway on 24th, and its 30th Oct now. Procrastinator. How apt. And its 1st Nov now. HAHA.)
But well, I thought I should kinda give thanks to people whom I love and treasure in my life. Also, I'd wanna pen my wishes down for my big 18. (Not exactly big, but unforgettable.) Wishing without a birthday cake would still work as long as you are sincere about it, right?
First and foremost, I wanna thank god or which ever angel is responsible for bringing an angel nto my life. Kinda like bringing a part of whats missing in my life into my life. That brings me to my next point.
Well, this one guy is just so very different from the rest of his kind. He is just so straight forward (that he does not know when his words get insensitive), so sharp (that he does not know that his word could make someone hurt), yet so unpretentious and genuine. He says what he wants, he shows what he wants without a facade. He knows when exactly to be hard to me, and when to be soft. Frankly, I never saw/met anyone like him throughout my 18 years of life. He's the first person to tell me things that would make me go "OMG, really? How come no one told me about it before?" He's really truthful about everything, and well, this can be good or bad depending on how you look at it. True, I admit, I havent known him for the longest time. But you know what? Time isnt a concern at all. I guess I can say, that he is one of the bestest boy I have ever met, and well. I really wanna see myself or rather, I should say, I can see myself with him maybe even 10 years down the road. Thats how serious I am about him. About this relationship with him.
Next, I have to really say a huge thank you to this girl. Lim Jun Rong. Just for your information, I have been in the same class with her ever since sec 1, but we were never close. I never thought I would be close to her. In fact, I ever thought that she was "too haughty" to be friends with. But things always change and one fine day, I was so random to ask her out, and I am glad I did that for things would have been different if I havent done so. And as for now, I guess I can say I am veryvery good friends with her. She knows every bit and piece of my life and always manage to give me ideas to make it better, and solutions to solve problems when I need them. More importantly, she is a very good listener, and I guess having a listener when you need to rant is really comforting.
And as for my poly mates, I really have to say "PHEW! Thank god for Shermaine." She is a really quiet person (that is if you havent known her well. She can be really crazy and lame, right Cindy?), very much the complete opposite of me. Its really a wonder how we can be such good mates in class! (But then again, JunRong is also kinda like an opposite of me... Weird eh?) I never thought I would be friends with someone sooooo different from me. I like dresses, she like jeans. I like hairbands, she likes caps. I like talking, she likes reminiscing. I am forgetful, she is analytical. I guess, I make up for the silence, and she makes up for my forgetfulness?
Now, for Cindy, a mild choleric who claims she is not! One very weird girl who never fails to say and do the weirdest things in class. (Remember the time we walked out of lecture just so we could "see" the eclipse?) I was never close to her too, until... close to the end of year 2 sem 1? Me and Shermaine always saw her as unapproachable. But well, apparently thats not the case. We have had so much fun together ever since! Frankly, my poly life is made much more bearable by the existence of 3 people, namely: her, Shermaine and Benjamin.
As for Benjamin, there is nothing much that I can say about him except for the fact that he is extremely smart, and is probably the only one who can get away with not listening in class and maintaining a GPA of close to 3.9. Dota, L4D, metal slug, whatever, but grades are still sooooo good! Its no wonder why all of us are jealous of him. But well, thank god for him, else my Java wouldnt have passed at all. Yeah, I am that bad at Java.
Now, for my daddy. Well, though I dont see him so frequent now, I guess things will never change. He is my daddy, and I love him (I know this sounds corny, but well...) He always listens to what I have to say and gives me the encouragement that I need. How many of you can claim that you have poured out everything from your heart to your parents to the extend that you were bawling so hard your eyes hurt? I can. I did. I cried. It was a long time ago, but I'll never forget what I did. He didnt reprimand me though he had already told me time and before nt to be so into it. he just told me, things would be fine, things would be better in the future. And boy, how right he was. My life is way better now, I am happier, and I am thankful that I did what I did.
And for my mum, I guess she's what I'd call the "Wonder Woman". Its not easy to bring up a kid, let alone 4 kids. She has done a very good job and I guess sometimes we just take her for granted. That sucks, but well, sometimes you just do things without thinking, your anger gets over you and stuff. There's just so much to say about her. She listens to me when I have to rant about school, about life, about love. I guess, she's very much like a sister. A much older sister to me. Believe it or not, we discuss about boyfriends, food, love and everything. Wonder how I'd be without her.
And now, there's Jennifer. My bestie. One whom I havent seen for close to 9 months. WE have got so much to catch up. Going to see her soon though! :)
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Now for my wishes for my 18. (How many am I entitled to?)
- Everyone I love to be happy and healthy!
- To be able to complete my to-do list!
- WH to finish his 4 years quickly, and in the meantime things dont change.
- Everyone I love to get by happily without woes about money and stuff. And not to be manipulated by money.
- __ __ _____ ___ 23 ________ ____ ____! (Wanna make a guess?)
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I finally finish this post! :)
xoxo,
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