♥ Bad girl (Tuesday, May 25, 2010 / 6:03 PM)
Hi internet world, I have been a really bad girl these days. I make people angry, I skip school, I dont make my bed, I talk back, I am noisy, I bitch about everything under the sun from the weather all the way to the thighs of some random person, I have a pea brain which makes it hard for me to remember anything, and of course, there has to be more.
Have you ever wondered whats its like to be able to hit a button and have everything restart from point 0? I believe everyone has that part in their life when they think restarting is going to be so much better and easier.
If there isn't restart, how about refresh? I want to start my life new. I want to start afresh. Will everyone give me a chance to? Will you guys forget everything that I have ever done and give me a chance? Get to know me again, like we have never been friends/enemies.
I dont like it when people judge me when they dont even know me. I mean, yeah sure, you can listen to whatever crap your (")friend(") wants to tell you. But you have eyes. Aren't eyes supposed to let you see things yourself? For some reason, some people just like to go around saying stuff. There's a reason why rumours are rumours, and gossips should be kept amongst own friends. Thats why its gossip!
Argh, the more I think the angrier I get. Yeah, I know i ain't perfect, ain't a saint. Neither are anyone of you. Yes, you've got it right. I just said NONE.
Sometimes I hate myself for being so loud, being so straight forward and being so sharp. I just cant help it. Its a miracle I still have friends around me. Yes, there are definitely some who are "friends". But this is what life is all about. Keeping a facade, and acting like nothing is wrong though nothing is right. (At least for girls?)
You can only be yourself around a handful of people, which I believe sums up to less than the number of fingers on both your hands added up together.
I remember Ben told me this: "Its a wonder how you girls can face each other with smiley faces and all when you girls bitch about each other behind backs."
Life is tough like that. No one is perfect. Everyone is lemming for that sharp nose, that pair of awesome legs, that C cup, the big eyes, etc. Sometimes, we have to admit, we bitch about someone because we are purely jealous of him or her. Don't try to deny, because that is how it is.
Alright, thats all. Enough ranting for the day. I rest my case.
xoxo
P/S: Pictures from trusty google.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
