♥ math quiz day. (Thursday, July 31, 2008 / 8:55 PM)
♥ people come and go, and those who stay,
are often the people whom you'll never forget in your lives.
The day started ok, considering i woke up at like, lets say 8.15am and lazed on the bed till 8.30am and my PACC lecture starts at like 9am. Though i already read like 3 messages, i still continued to lay on my bed, wasting my time there. The angel and devil in me were like working up yet again.
DEVIL: just sleep somemore, it wouldnt hurt.
ANGEL: you're gonna be late for class! WAKE UP NOW.
DEVIL: its ok to like miss just one lecture. just go back to your comfy bed!
ANGEL: you might not be able to catch up lehs!
and that was when CANAANEE called. he got me to wake up, and say its ok to be late for he'll be the one holding the register. thats like so cute. Miraculously, i got to school at like, 9.10am. Thats like so fast isnt it? Fyi, i did bathe, and i did not cab to school (though i seriously contemplated very long over whether to cab or not).
Had the dumb math quiz which i scored only a freaking 80/100. EWWW. Its such a turn-off please. And after math tutorial, i had mango ice kachang bought by Ed ater much persuasion. Haha. It was like Super yummy pleaseee.
And it was also then that because of my actions, I got people upset. Not to mention what i did (or perhaps didnt do) today. HUMPHHS. I am so darn selfish. I know that. I know i shouldnt be like that. But i cant help it. I just want to like really say that I dont want anything to break up because of me. Be it friendship, brotherhood, trust. I dont know what im thinking these days. I hate selfish people. Yet im acting like one stupid, selfish bimbo. WTF-ish? I know its a real turn-off. I dont know whats going through everyone's head now. Its like, so unpredictable. Who on earth said that DAPHNE could get the best of 3 worlds? NO one. I assumed that i could. And now, as i think, i realised i know nuts about what i really want. I just wanted attention. And now i have more than what i could possibly want. But is that what i reall want? Thats remains a mystery.
Lots of love,
DAPHNETMY ♥.
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