I just finished this book.
Its quite a nice book. :D
I am going to start on another book again!
MEG CABOT: TEEN IDOL.

Well, nothing much happened today. Yeah. I think i need to sleep earlier everyday? My eyes are getting so fugly with all the eye bags and dark rings. Screw internet, screw blogger, screw msn. AHH. Exams are approaching, and yet i dont feel the pressure. WHY? Am i supposed to feel happy about this? Someone motivate me PWEASEEEE? URGHHS.

I miss my friends. Like those primary school friends of mine. The times we used to hang out at the basketball court apposite the bubble tea shop, the memories are like priceless, I am sure of that. Those were probably the best years of my life, what with those basketball matches which almost always escalate into fights with those YuhuaPrimary people. With me hiding at one secluded corner to pick up mummy's calls which never fail to freak the hell out of me.

Reminiscing back, those days, though parents were strict, were the no doubt the happiest years of my life, without a care about money, pride, feelings. Everyone just did what they like, glam or not. Friend were friends, they we liked each and everyone of us for who we are and not what we are. Sadly, thats what thats lacking these days, I feel.

With a wink of an eye, its been more than 4 years. From a primary 6 kid to a poly year1 now, I witnessed all the changes my friends made. Everyone has their own lives, own good/best friends now. Its a sad thing to see everyone drift apart, at least thats how I feel. They are the one bunch of peers I will never forget. Thats how significant they are to me.

As I am typing and reminiscing back, I feel so lost, so sad. I dont even know the reason why. Maybe, its just that I simply miss the fun, the people, alotalotalot? It didnt occur to me that I'll feel like that. Perhaps its cause I never had the time to really think back about beautiful things like that due to the hetic life filled with school, homework, tests?

Oh well, I am going to leave the post as it is though its a tad long. But yeah. Till tomorrow, :D

LOTSOFLOVE,
DAPHNETMY ♥.

P/S: Lie, Lying and Lied. Which category do you belong to? Can anyone tell me for sure, that they have never lied to anyone right from the day they knew their rights from their wrongs?
Its like, lying, will destroy everything you have. Its almost comparable to a drug.You cant stop lying once you start on it, since you have to make up more lies to cover up that one lie.
It eventually expands to a lie so big that you've become another person, trying so hard just to make everything seem like its real.
Maybe you'll choose to come clean with it and get forgiven if you are that real lucky.
Yet maybe you'll get caught, and this time around, you'll be so DEAD.
Bottomline is, I am sick of having to lie or having to think about what he/she will feel if i do this or that for that matter or simply just living up to people's expectations. Its really sickening, if you dont know it yet.

Labels: Lie, Lying and Lied.