♥ Just so you know (Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 7:42 PM)
"I think i love my boyfriend more because I can go out with him without my handphone- something I will grab first even in a fire."
Ohwell, life's a bore.
School's tiring.
Not to mention that my body aint feeling too good recently with all that flu and reddy, watery eye.
But hey, think again, its been 7 weeks since school started!
Thats really fast.
And its really funny like how Shermaine and I had this conversation about how we were complaning about this term when school just started. Things like how we were going to survive the term(not even semester!). I remembered week 1, we were all reluctant to come back, and week 2 we were saying we were going to die from the long days, week 3, week 4, blah blah. But things worked out anyway! 7 weeks have gone past like "WHEEEEEEEE" and its all over.
Whats left is all the revision to be done in the 3 weeks of vacation, and alot of catching up. By CATCHING UP, i mean wit friends as well as in studies!
:(((((((
I'm struggling this semester. It sucks totally, but yeah, I am struggling. What with ISEC, like why would I care about how the malicious ware work, and worms, and script kiddies and encryption. And WCD, what tables within tables, blockquote, AHHHH! Today's mock test was a disaster in any case. ELIT is not any better. CMA, Sections 1 to 10, wait or is it just 9? ohman. So you get what I mean about how I think my sem is screwed? My head hurts just by thinking about them. :(
It feels terrible to be behind time. It feels just like how it did last semester when u was studying for FOM. Stayed up till like 4 or 5 am just to get everything into my brains. But well, the scare factor is there, but the panic still hasnt reached me yet. Its bad. I know. Tell that to my body.
Just like I said I wanted to lose the weight, i actually gave in and ate all sorts of things today. I feel lousy and fat like a hippo. No, dont worry, I am not bulimic, neither am I aneroxic. I never will be, considering how much i love food. HAHA. But yeah, sometimes I just wish I would be. Just so I can lose all the weight that I want. Mad? I know.
I think I must be going mad. Recently, I'd been looking at girls. YES, GIRLS. To see how skinny and pretty they are. I kinda realised, that there are many many pretty, skinny and smart(They have to be, else why would they be in SP? To be specific, SB?) girls out there. So unfair! I always thought about how unfair the world is due to this.
Though many a times you's probably see a skinny girl who looks, average or just not as appealing, there are also times whereby I meet a horizontally challenged girl with pretty features. Led me to think about, whether being pretty but fat would be better, or skinny but ugly? What would you rather be?
Bless me.
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