♥ 4th of March, Thursday. (Thursday, March 4, 2010 / 10:48 PM)
Some days are special, some days are just, well, days without any emotions. Today is one of those days which make me go "OH NO. :( *with teary eyes*"
I know its all for a greater good. I understand the fact fully, but... you know? The devilish part of me keeps going "I dont like it."
And baby actually caught a fever from i-dont-know-where and was up at like 5.30am. Holy cow. 早不发烧，晚不发烧，偏偏要等到要飞才发烧。 Poor boy. :( Must be the fried food and all that alcohol.
Lets hope he adapts to the weather over there fast. Its probably alot colder than Singapore. He cannot even tahan his aircon at 20degree celcius!
The flight is going to be a long one, and I dont know when I will get to talk to him. Maybe tomorrow? Hopes he remembers his medicine, and last but not least, let the journey be a safe one.
I know its been only a few hours since he's gone. But it already feels so long, so far apart. Now, it just feels like there's no one I can turn to when I really need a shoulder to lean on.
I shall have to wait for him to come back in July before I get to lie on any shoulders (apart from jr's, nicole's, etc.) You dont understand how immensely the lonely feeling overwhelmed me just now when there was only me at home. Okay, thats exaggerated, but you get my drift.
Time passes so fast. I remember when I first met him. Now its already March 2010! Yes, many of you might think that I jumped the gun to fast, went into a relationship too quickly. Now that I think back, yes. I dont deny that, but I was glad I did that because if I havent, I wouldnt have known him this well.
If I havent known him this well, I wouldnt have fell so hard.
If I havent fell so hard, I wouldnt have loved so much.
If I hadnt loved so much, I wouldnt have learnt so much.
Alright, I am digressing and now that I re-read my post, my sentences are utterly incoherent. Thats what happens when you dont go for english classes anymore.
Whatever the case, have a safe journey my babyboy. Miss you like bees to honey. :)
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