♥ 2012 Resolutions (Friday, March 2, 2012 / 9:11 PM)
I am 3 months late... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT IS ALREADY MARCH?
But I can still make my resolutions, right?
- Curb my habitual lying
- Buy only what I need (THINK BEFORE BUYING SHOES!!!)
- Be a better friend/daughter/sister/girlfriend
- Think before I speak
- Sort out my goals for the future
- Go overseas once a year
- Save money every month
- Curb my character/attitude problem
- ...
- ...
I guess I can fill them up when I remember or know what I want to achieve.
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Now.. one confession to make.
I AM A HABITUAL LIAR.
I lie so much, I DONT EVEN...
I don't even know why I lie so much. I don't even know why I lie. It can be over the smallest things like..
Le BF: Have you washed your feet? / Have you showered?
Le ME: YES! (When I have not done so...)
What is wrong with me? Is there anyone just like me or am I the weird one who needs some counselling? Le sighs. Something is wrong with me. I need to set myself back on path. What made me like that? What made me change into such a person? When I think of the things I've done, I am appalled. Really. I wouldn't even want to be around such a person. I should count myself lucky. My life is almost perfect. I have a bf. A bf whose parents treat me well. I have a few friends who care. I have a family who loves me. I have a decent paying job.
I NEED TO COUNT MY BLESSINGS AND STOP LETTING PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME DOWN.
"The best around might not be the best for you." - DTMY
